Sunday, August 27, 2006

Entry that aremeant only for kerrin

Okay, you had really misunderstood zx and me. You had shock us by your msg too. I was doleful. You didnt get the fact right and reprimanded me. This is the first time that i get such a sms. No one had ever send me that. I feel kinda of insult as you didnt bother to ask me wat i meant in my blog and just said that "i'm too much".
If it is because of my previous post, i shall really affrim that you had misunderstood. The person that i said that is becoming more pompous is not you. Is my pri school friend. And that person is a "she". Why i says that zx should know who is that she know that girl. But thta doesnt mean that is you. I know so mn girl de friends
We kept saying that your studies is good is a fact not craps. HOw can you says that is a crap. i felt despondent. That's mean you dun wanna us to praise you even though your studies is good huh.

About you said zx is too much. I think that you had also misunderstood. If you think that all her comments in her entry is too much and is all against you. THen you are wrong. Both of us were not refering to you. And we are not the backstabber. Some of her comments were meant for me as i didnt share the information on Amths with her. That's y she post it and you should know that we are frank towards each others. We didnt know that it would trigger your sensitive part and think that we were all refering to you.

You are really thinking too much. And regard to your "left out".
We dunno that you felt left out. Mayb is because that we are odd number. But we still treat you asw our close friends. I'm not trying to be a sucker. But what i've said is true. And, i apologize that we let you have the feeling as you are been left out. I always reject your offer to go bugis or watever is hat i really cannot is not i dun wanna. And if you really feel that i dun wanna to go out with you but with others because i dun like you . Den you are wrong. I'm glad that you are my friend. PLs. DUN think too much. You are thinkin too much and think everythin that we are talking about is refering to you. THe earth is so big. So mn ppl and so mn thing are happening around us. You really should have ask us about the post that we posted. And not just send a msg and said that we are too much. We feel insulted as you've been with us for almost four years and still dun understand us. Friends wont harm each other de. You should know that we wont do anthing bad behind each other back. Would i. I wont do anyhting that would harm you. Even if i do anything behind you, it was to help you. LIke to build up your confidence. Why would you feel that we are betraying you? The word betray is the first time that my friend use against. You are not the one suffering. I'm also sufferin. You know. I was dumbfounded by your entry. My tears nearly flow out. Your font so big and that word "betray" which had never use to describe me. You are the first one.

Hope that after you had read this entry right, our misunderstood had clear and still would be like before.

I dun wanan to lose you as my friend too. I dun wanna to fall out with anyone. My wishlist had even listed that i wanan every of my friends to be a optismism. Pls, before you send any msg to us, pls get the fact right. I really dun wanna to fall out with anyone.Especially you are consider as my close friend

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